Post by nixcarnation on Apr 16, 2013 18:00:23 GMT -5
About this time last year, both Dean and I were dealing with personal losses, literally within a week of each other. On the day I was due to debut, the news broke out that he was not in a fit state to present. Seven days after, the same thing happened to me. It still strikes me as odd, that tiny fact.
I have now been a part of BWR for a year. Despite issues and certainly from being two different generations, I'd like to think (I'm sure we do!) give you a brilliant weekly show. I know I love doing it, though I'm always worrying that since I don't have the knowledge Dean does on the Brit scene, that I don't come up to parr with the boss. Probably in my case, I put too much pressure on myself. I think you all know my American knowledge is pretty strong. What I do want you to know is how you, as an audience, have changed me. (#UpcomingCheesefest.) No, I won't be that bad! But honestly, I know I'm more confident from doing this. We're all aware that behind the scenes, my job gets me down one hell of a lot, so this is almost a sanctuary. It's lovely to feel appreciated and part of a team. Because I have been pretty much isolated and alone for the last year.
So now I come to this forum. Dean told me this would be 'my baby.' There's one or two things I want to do, I'm dying to do a report/review on Wrestlemania 17, THE BEST. I've been wanting to do it for YEARS. I want to write a piece on women's wrestling. And I really want to write about Cena. I've mentioned before that I write and you can tell from this that what I call the writer's brain is fairly dominant because I can babble for ages. And it doesn't take a lot of thought, much like when I'm writing a novel, or working on a piece.
When I say what to do, I mean what should I put on here? I really don't want to be America, America, America. Obviously, I've got my first ever UK show in a couple of weeks which will be great! But I want to know what you want me to write about.
I have now been a part of BWR for a year. Despite issues and certainly from being two different generations, I'd like to think (I'm sure we do!) give you a brilliant weekly show. I know I love doing it, though I'm always worrying that since I don't have the knowledge Dean does on the Brit scene, that I don't come up to parr with the boss. Probably in my case, I put too much pressure on myself. I think you all know my American knowledge is pretty strong. What I do want you to know is how you, as an audience, have changed me. (#UpcomingCheesefest.) No, I won't be that bad! But honestly, I know I'm more confident from doing this. We're all aware that behind the scenes, my job gets me down one hell of a lot, so this is almost a sanctuary. It's lovely to feel appreciated and part of a team. Because I have been pretty much isolated and alone for the last year.
So now I come to this forum. Dean told me this would be 'my baby.' There's one or two things I want to do, I'm dying to do a report/review on Wrestlemania 17, THE BEST. I've been wanting to do it for YEARS. I want to write a piece on women's wrestling. And I really want to write about Cena. I've mentioned before that I write and you can tell from this that what I call the writer's brain is fairly dominant because I can babble for ages. And it doesn't take a lot of thought, much like when I'm writing a novel, or working on a piece.
When I say what to do, I mean what should I put on here? I really don't want to be America, America, America. Obviously, I've got my first ever UK show in a couple of weeks which will be great! But I want to know what you want me to write about.